I heard this song in my dream last night. I have weird dreams. Especially on the new meds. It seems they have gotten stranger than usual. I mean how strange is it to hear Paul Simon singing “I love to take a photograph So Mama, don’t take my Kodachrome away” … pretty frickin’ strange I think.
Today isn’t shaping up to be a good day either. I woke up with a headache, sore neck, and after a long hot shower I am pretty sure the nerve block is wearing off in my back.
I can accept that this is my life – pain. The one thing that really bothers me and makes it hard to deal with is the lack of predictability of it all. One day I feel like I can do many things, and even though I don’t over do it on that particular day the next I feel like I have been hit by a Mack truck.
Monday it hurts in my legs, Tuesday morning in my arms – in the evening my back, Wednesday just tired, Thursday .. well you get the point. There is no plan. And for a gal with a compulsive nature to plan and schedule – it sucks the big one.
As I move along with everything that is wrong with me I just hope they don’t take my Kodachrome away. = )